Vomit...in my mind not my hair
As the first year of my masters program is coming to an end in a little over a month, I started to look at the pieces I want to focus on for my vocal jury...and I want to vomit. For the first time in my college experience, I don't want to sing a song not because of memory issues or simply not liking the song, but because I am worried that my voice will not handle the song okay...all of my songs. I seem to have so many flaws all I think about when I perform is "am I centered? is this going to come out okay?" when I use to just sing.::vomit::
In other news, my art song class (or rather some of it to be fair) makes me also want to vomit. It is so sad, I am in a masters program and people don't bring their music, don't practice, check their phone messages when someone is singing, and we don't create a collaboration. It is a strange time of year, but COME ON PEOPLE! STEP IT UP A BIT! ::vomit::
I had some great conversations with people outside of Boston to discuss an issue that was brought up earlier this week and how it has made me think about life. I just want to thank you for listening and let you know that it has really helped my emotionally scrambled state.
In other news, my art song class (or rather some of it to be fair) makes me also want to vomit. It is so sad, I am in a masters program and people don't bring their music, don't practice, check their phone messages when someone is singing, and we don't create a collaboration. It is a strange time of year, but COME ON PEOPLE! STEP IT UP A BIT! ::vomit::
I had some great conversations with people outside of Boston to discuss an issue that was brought up earlier this week and how it has made me think about life. I just want to thank you for listening and let you know that it has really helped my emotionally scrambled state.